A Memoir of Survival and Resilience

Inspired By True Events

Raquel [Author Name] who is an  entrepreneur, has unveiled her highly anticipated memoir, “The Shadow of Darkness.” This poignant and powerful book delves into her personal journey of growing up with a drug lord father, shedding light on the challenges, triumphs, and unwavering spirit that shaped her life.

Tell us about the day when your world came crashing down.

November 18, 1984. This is when my world came crashing. This was the most horrific, most painful, most devastating day of my life. My father, my hero, the strongest man I have ever met my night and shining armor. My protector was lying in a pool of blood, he was dead. I felt so helpless. I wish I would’ve died with him at that moment I knew right there and then that I was alone and I felt terrified. I would’ve done everything and anything that I could have possibly done to save my father. He was so magnificent charming genuine had a huge heart a grand appetite for life but most of all he was my father and that day that bullet took him away from me whether he committed suicide or was murdered my world came crumbling down.

Thank You,

Why was it important to share your story?

I felt that it was important to share my memoir. I know there are children, little girls, little boys, young teenagers, adult women, coping, and dealing with abuse of child molestation and of abuse of a step parent and close members to their circle  it’s important for me to get my message across because I want my audience to know and understand that  “It’s not your fault” You don’t need to feel ashamed or dirty. For one, if you are able to find it in your heart to forgive your abuser you will be able to lift this heavy burden of feeling dirty, embarrassed, ashamed and tainted.  It’s not your fault. You weren’t the one that caused the abuse. If you can find it in your heart to forgive the person you will see that the Lord will reward you with a greater outcome

Overview of Book

At a young age life was not easy. For most kids childhood is pretty typical. a home, a bed, school,there are toys and at times, books on the shelf, and the faint scent of home-cooked meals wafting through the air.

My dad, a hardworking man, often took business trips overseas. I remember standing at the window, watching him leave with his suitcase, feeling a mix of pride and longing. It felt normal, even if there were moments of absence. But then everything changed. The fighting between my parents began, escalating from raised voices to heated arguments that filled the house with tension.They separated. Then came the storm. I tried to shield myself from it, retreating into my room or finding solace outside, but the chaos seeped into every corner of my life. The physical abuse followed.

Then sexual abuse—a violation that left scars deeper than I could articulate.

Yet, amid this turmoil, my dad was still there for me, a comforting presence in a world that felt increasingly chaotic. He offered guidance, love, and moments of laughter that I clung to desperately.

Then, the unthinkable happened. A series of events unfolded that brought my world crashing down around me, leaving me feeling lost and shattered. Everything I had known and relied upon seemed to disappear in an instant, and I was left grappling with a profound sense of emptiness.

But through all of this, I have come to realize that I am not merely a product of my past. I am more than the events that have shaped me. I am resilient, I am strong, and I am determined to carve out my own narrative. This is not just a story of survival; it is a testament to my journey of healing and self-discovery. I am me, and this is my story—one of hope, strength, and the unyielding pursuit of a brighter future.

Tell us about some of the challenges and triumphs of growing up with your father being a Drug Lord.

As I grew up, I had no idea. I would’ve never fathomed that my father was in the position that he was as a drug lord. My father would always travel, and I guess that was one of the downsides, was that my father was always traveling and I was left behind with my stepmother who really didn’t care for me.

There were always many men that would come to the house and obey my father’s command. It wasn’t a downside. I saw it as something cool like I thought my father was a king. What was I supposed to know I was a little girl

There are recurring themes in your book, of addiction, violence, and the enduring power of hope.Take us through your story and your mission for others.

Wow! so many situations in my life where there was a lot of violence. I would say the one thing that I can share with anyone that has found themselves in my shoes or you are currently in my shoes never give up. Keep your faith. Focus on the outcome and know that the situation will get better, learn of the situation, experience every moment and just know that at the end, everything will get better. Never give up on yourself If you find yourself in a situation as a child just know that this isn’t your life. You are a child and you don’t know any better and never give up on the hope

What would people be surprised to know about you?

Well for one, I’m sure that people that do know me and learn about my life story will be surprised to learn that I live such a traumatic childhood, but for people that don’t know me one of my everyday lessons is to never give up learn from the situation focus on something new and build on it and move forward. Life is beautiful and life is what you make of it.

How did the events of your past shape who you are today?

You know some of the events in my life have made me a very strong character where I have endured and seen a lot at such a young age. Life does come with challenges but I learned as a young age to never give up. coming to terms with everything and finding peace within your heart is the best way that I live my life.

Any plans for a movie deal?

Yes, I would love for someone to pick up my book and make a movie out of it. It’s a story with a lot of challenges, but at the end, it’s a story of a little girl who never has given up on her life. You can purchase The Shadow of Darkness, Confessions Of A Drug Lords Daughter here on Amazon: www.amazon.com/dp/B0DFWS669Q